sooo...yea the ball is rollin slowly.....veryyy slowly, but that's not my fault. for the past week since the day after my birthday i got hit with the flu bug. not a pretty sight. trust me. i started floating and cockroaches were everywhere, my fingers felt like bananas...what tha fasheezy!. good o'l cough syrup for ya! my foiled plans included getting my license this week..yep didn't happen. and lord of the rings 3............damn it didn't happen. ok, i'm off to a bad start. it's weird. anyway that's why i haven't been up and running. new paragraph.
this is going to be weird, because this time i'll be writing knowing certain people will be reading. this would defeat the purpose of a "journal" but it's an online journal..soo beat that! it's ok. maybe people will learn about me as i will learn from their reactions the next time we meet in person. i don't like grammar. i like fragments and run-on sentences and other things i can't legally write on here... anyway it doesn't matter.
i figured, since i keep getting caught, journalwise, i should stop trying to hide it. though my blurty is still safe......dun dun dun!. not anymore. oh well. i still care about what people think, but not as much. i'm gonna get screwed anyway and eitherway.
i haven't done my christmas shopping, that's third on my list...but i also don't have money so...maybe that should be third and then shopping fourth.
i wanna take good pictures to post on my xanga and my friendster. not glam pics but....a nice pic of me according to me.
ok getting dizzy, retreating to medication.
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